Me as a Memoirist.
How I keep memories alive.
I am fortunate in that I often dream of people from my past. I dream of the life I shared with them, and I dream I am doing the things I wish I had done with them.
In my last dream Daddy was here in Chicago, walking with me and my grandson in Millennium Park. In my dream we laughed and talked, and he and his long white beard were the same as when I left him and India 48 years ago. I could only see wisps of my own hair, and my 12 year old grandson was vivid in the picture, skipping along beside me, talking to Sivaraam Appoo, that is what he would have called his great grandfather, my dad, if he was here now.
My Dad has been gone for forty years. My dream evoked memories of the time he and I walked the Botanical Gardens and Zoo in Trivandrum, South India, where I lived until I was twenty three. I close my eyes, and I can hear his rich, vibrant voice telling me I could be, and could do anything I wished in life, if I believed in myself. More so, he instilled in me the belief that the divine power of God is within each of us.
This dream not only triggered memories of Dad, but made me look up other stories from my past I had already written.
I plan to share them, soon.